Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Unemployment blues

I'm convinced that I shouldn't have a job.
I want to be a stay-at-home wife.
That being said...

I got fired again.

My feelings toward this news are:
Bitter, depressed, stressed, self-questioning, distraught, manic, afraid, uncertain.

I wish I had a job.
More than that, I wish I knew how we are going to be able to pay our bills, and maintain having insurance because my stupid disease is very expensive.

In short, life goes on.
Now I'm just most worried about the quality of life I'll be able to lead emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually.
I wasn't ready for another kick while I was still down...

4 comments:

MandM said...

so sorry to hear this happened again. maybe its a sign to head back to colorado :) let us know if we can do anything to help.

Melissa said...

Don't let your circumstances control you! Keep your chin up and make it an adventure! I know not having a job sucks (trust me - I really do), but it doesn't help to mope (I've done that too). Get back on gonannies.com for an in-betweener job, and keep rollin'! You CAN do it!

The Pollocks! said...

Oh baby! What's up with that? I'm so sorry. Not fun at all. Praying for you! (Time for Jay to be done with school and move, I say!)

James, Stephanie & Kayley said...

Ugh! That is so frustrating! I'm so sorry.